Your eyes found my skin tired and chalky, and my windows were drafty. My doors had never seen a coat of paint, but I opened them wide for you.
You walked through my rooms and saw beyond the dim fixtures, the blemished walls, the small kitchen, and the closet size second bath. You saw beyond the musty cave of my basement. I liked your smile at the challenge before you. I nearly recoiled at the thought of the transformation to come, but it was your right for taking a chance on me, and after a time of formalities I'll never presume to understand, I became a house you called home.
Your bride lovingly brought my counters to shine, and she went to great lengths to make every space welcoming with her unique touch. I watched you replace every fixture, and their light chased shadows away.
The painted brick of my fireplace was dressed up in stone. I looked forward to warming your hands in the winter cold. You gave me a new mantle and a matching bookcase made with your own hands. Perhaps you don't know this, but I knew then what you thought. I saw that dream of one day filling those shelves with your books.
For five years I enjoyed the sound of your laughter. Your two mutts trampled my grounds left and right, and always found the sun coming through my new windows to warm their backs. I apologized for every old part of me that made the new basement such a task, but you did it and did it well, and the cavern was gone, in its place more space where laughter and joy reigned supreme.
The once empty room facing the street, transformed to welcome your first little girl. How I adored the little voice, each coo, cry, and giggle. I smiled each time a pencil was used to mark where that little head reached on the trim of the closet, month after month.
I watched you laugh. I watched you cry.
I knew when times got tough, for the discussions were serious in my little kitchen. I heard the promises you made as you held your bride in your arms, hurting with the impotence to do more than you did. I know some decisions were made that you didn't want to make. I missed you while you were gone for so many hours out of the day. Your girls ran into each of my rooms trying to find you. You worked so hard and it wasn't enough. Little did I know you had something else in mind.
I watched as you sat in front of a glowing screen. Night after night you were down in my basement, hammering at the keyboard even when you started to look at me sadly, knowing our parting was imminent.
Wherever you go from here, whatever you do, started right here within my walls. I'll think of you fondly, I'll miss being yours, but through sixty-six years, I've learned that people come and people go. But you and your bride, along with your little girls, have been a joy to shelter. I'll take eternal credit in the fact that your family started here. Your first books decorated my shelves, along with your portraits, and I know you won't forget me, the way I won't forget everything you did to this old two story cape.
I'll forever remember, with more love than you'll know, that for thirteen happy years, you called me home.
Javier... different experiences, but I know what it feels to leave a home. Heartbreaking words. A big hug.
ReplyDeleteAnother Robayo blog, another application of mascara ruined, another tearful masterpiece, best of luck with everything
ReplyDeleteThat was a beautiful tribute...good luck
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